The Hardest Things In The World

Missing Someone That Very Far From You

Today is 4th October 2018. is almost a month that i came home from Philippines, time fly so fast, it's been a month that i stay in Indonesia. I can't believe that i just left Laoag city, in the deepest heart there is a feeling that i want go back again and again and i have a plan to work there and continue my school in there haha. i don't know it just a plan. Because you know what? Philippines and Laoag City is the best place and beautiful place i ever visit.

The hardest thing in my life is when you miss all your family that stay far from you and you want to meet them but you can't, ughhh that's very hurt feel that my heart is cut into a pieces. I want go back, i want to teach there if i had a chance, why not? challenge your self to get out from your comfort zone, living as a minority in the different country, live in the city that you can only survive by yourself, far away from your parents, boyfriend and people that you love, break the boundaries that you can't imagine before, i think i can do it and i want to do it. 'Cause why not? If i can survive and stay with happy for a month, how if i want to stay for 2 years maybe? maybe i will be the happiest person in the world hahaha and i will get more experience, new friends, new link, new colleague and everything.

Missing someone is the hardest thing that i should go through all the time. That's what i feel right now, what i want is just be there with them, share love, laugh, eat, knowledge, and everything with MMSU Family. No matter how many miles away that separate us you will always be my family and i will never forget you.

I just pray to god day and night hope that we will meet again someday in god's good time. Hope you always be fine, stay safe, don't forget to be happy because i always thinking about you and just want to see you guys again. i hope god's answer my pray.

Maybe i will add some pictures that you can see Laoag City :